I miss those kids?

What am I thinking. Student T was a pain in the ass. He wasn't sped, but just came to CM I think to drive us crazy. He would sing wordlessly and off key at the top of his lungs. But he moved, and I"m sad.
Now Student N says he may go back to California. Now, N is a very pacifistic, whiny, avoiding student. But I don't want him to go to California. He'll be lost there.
Do I actually care about these kids?